I never thought that, 7 people, 1 band, 1 music genre can make me feel good. I never dreamt of having BTS and ARMY in my life, but unexpectedly they come into my life and made it a better and happy place for me to live in. There is line that if life can remove people you never dreamt of losing than it can also bring people you never dreamt of having. i think this s true for me.
Whenever I feel lonely, depressed, or feel like dying, thinking my existence is worthless there is a small ray of hope shining telling me to overcome my difficulties and love myself, they are BTS. When I feel like loosing everything in life and feel like dead inside. I close my eyes and listen to their song and second thing i know is i am alive again. your song gave me hope and meaning to my life. their each and every song bring me reason to live. When I was trapped in the dilemma of this chaotic world they showed me a MAGIC SHOP. When i felt like giving up on everything they made me believe it's NOT TODAY. When i felt lonely and felt like my existence is worthless they made me part of their family which is BULLETPROOF TILL ETERNITY.
Being an ARMY wasn't a choice, i listened to their songs, they grabbed my hand and took me inside their magic shop, where they showed me a reason to love myself, showed me a completely different world, where I felt my existence is worth it. I grabbed the army bomb and my mind whispered RUN. They became my life and i become an ARMY in BANGTAN world. I changed! Praying for myself to praying for them! YAY! it's my birthday! to omo finally it's my idol's birthday, finding my style to finding the best style to match them, questing my existence to LOVING MYSELF. Seven become my favorite number because of them, purple became my favorite color because of them “Love yourself” became my life's motto because of them, stranger became my closest friend and family because of them. They taught me that hard work never betray us. So I promise myself to work hard I promise myself to gibe my 100% . I love them not because they are cute, handsome and hot but because they showed me the best of me when no one else did.
Whenever I feel like giving up I always remind myself what BTS have once told us, the line that always keeps me going and make me prove myself more that i am stronger than all those difficulties i am going through. “You're too young to let the world break you”.
THEY ARE MY SAVIORS and I support them from my whole heart always They ain't just a boy band but my friend, my inspiration and my saviors <3.