We met in 2016. We never had a look at each other's face. Days passed on. And I knew as a rumour that someone has crush on my girl bestie. As a help for her, I started talking to him just as a classmate and never even shared personals. Finally I asked him -" Do you love her", and he said no. No way. But even then I thought he just lied. And then I told it to her. She still loves him. As the days passed and passes, it was my birthday tomorrow. By the post dinner study period, I received a letter saving 

I am not in love with her but it's you. You are the one for whom I am craving for. You are the one I am sighting for 2 years.

And a song too… every night in my dreams.. I see you… . I feel you… And so on.. 

I shocked. I have no feelings for him and I am not interested though. The next day when I entered the class,  every boy shouting his name and I felt like yakk. I have never even looked at his face. And it went like that. Somehow some day, I fell for him. Started liking and loving❤. But i didn't want to reveal it. So stayed calm. But secretly wrote in his slam book. Unfortunately he found that and rang up asking that. And I said yes. But I didn't want to get close. But the things happened so. My bad time had made me close for him. We got into a relationship and were happy like heaven. We were into B. Tech not the saame college. And in common, he had exams and so I need to talk to him a little less so that he does well in exams. After the completion, I have exams and so he talked less. I thought the reason was my exams but even after the completion of my exams he never talked to me. Thousands of messages from my phone were left unread. Sometimes the ticks turn to blue but no reply. Tried calling hundreds of times. Tried contacting his friends. Finally they made efforts to bring us together but they failed too. Finally they made an attempt for a meeting, but it was an epic fail. I was beside him but he didn't even looked at my face. And that was the time I knew I have to go away from him 💔. It was really hard for me to leave. But this time my self-respect didn't let me got for him again. So I stopped texting or calling. But kept on secretly stalking him on Instagram from a fake account. Cried for lots and lots of days for 2 years💔. No use😅. Stalked him even today and knew he is happy without me. Not just happy but a lot😁. I made it today. I am not crying for him anymore. I love myself. Yet to be discussed in the next blog😉

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