हिरन हु मै,

परेशन हु मै,

पात है मुजे सब,

फ़िर भी अंजान हु मै,

समझना जो चहता है;

ऐसा ही इक नादान हु मै

ज़खम देता जो,

उसी का कदरदान हू मै

सच नहीं है जान कर दी, ख्यालो मेरे;

उस्का अरमान हु मै ,

पेड की शाखा से गिरे उसे पत्ते की तराह,

ठुकराया हुआ इक अंजाम हु मै ,

वक्त के साथ धूल जिस पर जमी है बहुत सी,

अइसा सूना पाड़ा एक सुमशान हूं मैं I

Hairaan hu mai
Pareshan hu mai
Pata hai mujhe sab,
Fir bhi anjaan hu mai,
Sumjhna Jo chahta nhi;
Aisa he ek naadan hu mai.
Zakham deta Jo,
Ussi ka kadardaan hu mai.
Sach nhi hai jaan kar bhi, khayalo mere;
Uska armaan hu mai.
Ped ki shaakh se gire uus patte ki tarah
Thukraya hua ek anjaam hu mai
Waqt k sath dhul jis par jami hai bohot si
Aisa suna pada ek sumshaan hu mai.

i tried to convert this in English which sounds like this

I am astonished,

I am anxious,

I have an idea of everything,

Still it feels like i dont know anything,

i want to understand everything,

like a silly who is eager to learn everything.

the one who hurts

I appreciate those in my life.

It is not true to know my thoughts now that I have lost my life;

I have a great desire to live

like a leaf of the tree fell from the tree branch

I have been turned turned down like that,

like lots of dust take over things with time,

I am a  cemetery just like that.

I wrote this poem to express myself in and the phase going through these days. It Seems in this Pandemic everything is just going away.

I have lost many of my friends and the people I used to know in this Covid-19 pandemic. This virus has literally stopped and killed many people from living their life and it is affecting many more people who are just trying to survive by all means they have. Hope this things should get over soon as people are just loosing their strength and giving up now due to this bad situation.

thinking about all these things and the impact of this on my life I wrote this poem , hope you will like this poem and if things go well ill write many more poems in coming future.

Thank you