Sitting at the door of balcony

seeing the creation of nature

birds are chirping

the colour of sky still the same

but

remind me of beautiful memories

or

the forcefully created memories

I was watching the pigeon

sitting on the wire waiting for their loved one

but

they really don't know

will they come back or not?

suddenly a small memory of your

come in My Mind

by seeing the pigeons

I start thinking of you what are you doing now do you still miss me

Or are you missing me right now

these kinds of imagination always come up

I always think

what is the most beautiful feeling in the world?

what makes me happy what give me satisfaction

is it your presence?

or

your absence

is it your blooming face or

your desire to see

the plant of Sadabahar how happy it was

it was growing

it was dashing

it had flowers

now

it does not have much flower on it

is it giving me a hope?

a hope of growing again a hope of loving again now

this plant doesn't Bloom anyone anymore

is it because it's main reason to survive fade away?

you become like a lifeless doom

but wait

now it is blooming again its reason of blooming come again

it is growing now

it is giving life to others

it has lots of flowers

making Each Other happy

that is the happy ending called

now

why do you think

I would be better

if you leave me

how could you think

you are the oxygen

I need to survive

the reason of my existence

Why are you acting like I have no heart

my heart was the only thing that is mine

I used to hate it

But now

I love my heart

because you are into it

it is not mine anymore

I want to have you again

I want my heart again

I want to walk with you again

like there is no and there would be no end of that night

when you will be mine when you are with me when you will walk with me

I want you to laugh with me

I want to have you

When my heart is aching

I want you

When something good would happens to me

I want to watch your dazzling smile

I want you to open my gate

When I am waiting at the door to open it