Sitting at the door of balcony
seeing the creation of nature
birds are chirping
the colour of sky still the same
but
remind me of beautiful memories
or
the forcefully created memories
I was watching the pigeon
sitting on the wire waiting for their loved one
but
they really don't know
will they come back or not?
suddenly a small memory of your
come in My Mind
by seeing the pigeons
I start thinking of you what are you doing now do you still miss me
Or are you missing me right now
these kinds of imagination always come up
I always think
what is the most beautiful feeling in the world?
what makes me happy what give me satisfaction
is it your presence?
or
your absence
is it your blooming face or
your desire to see
the plant of Sadabahar how happy it was
it was growing
it was dashing
it had flowers
now
it does not have much flower on it
is it giving me a hope?
a hope of growing again a hope of loving again now
this plant doesn't Bloom anyone anymore
is it because it's main reason to survive fade away?
you become like a lifeless doom
but wait
now it is blooming again its reason of blooming come again
it is growing now
it is giving life to others
it has lots of flowers
making Each Other happy
that is the happy ending called
now
why do you think
I would be better
if you leave me
how could you think
you are the oxygen
I need to survive
the reason of my existence
Why are you acting like I have no heart
my heart was the only thing that is mine
I used to hate it
But now
I love my heart
because you are into it
it is not mine anymore
I want to have you again
I want my heart again
I want to walk with you again
like there is no and there would be no end of that night
when you will be mine when you are with me when you will walk with me
I want you to laugh with me
I want to have you
When my heart is aching
I want you
When something good would happens to me
I want to watch your dazzling smile
I want you to open my gate
When I am waiting at the door to open it
