It's been six year I know him. Teenager life, In my very first job we were together.  Very funny, attractive and short tempered boy. During those days I didn't like him much, Later we had eye contact and we fallen in love. we dated for three years, I trusted him a lot and loved me so much. We had so much of memories, he use to be with me every time 24*7. A very serious bond. we decided our future, as every teenager kids does. Things were going good. But Later everything started changing, my growth, my looks turned to be jealously for him. His possessiveness made the things worst. He started abusing me indirectly and sometimes directly too. This hugely affected me, we had argument, fights and finally we separated. My very first love of three years just vanished. we broke up. But we had a friendship. In between in came many times to start the relation again. but I was not sure about him and didn't liked his lifestyle and the way he abused me, hurt me all those things I will never forget. I have forgiven him but I didn't forget what he did to me. It's all about values and self respect. But after six years, deep down I always had a soft corner and I still have. During these past years he was always humble towards me and helped me.

I always use to wonder, Did he was perfect to me? Is he my soulmate? Is he the one for me? 

but I knew I never wanted him as a partner.

One day late night I received a message request of a girl saying she wants to talk to me. I replied asking “It's regarding What?”. She messaged his name and send a photo. I knew they are dating that's the reason the girl is messaging me. It was 2 years of their relationship. And he never told me about this even after asking. Well that's ok it's his choice to answer me or not. But she was in trouble, she was been harassed and abused and beaten by him. she asked me did he behaved the same with me. All memories recalled and I went numb. But yes told the truth to her and told her not to tolerate the behavior of him and to took firm decision. I was shocked that one girl is complaining about him. He is not like these. Next day I call him up casually asking him about the life. He came to knew we both had a chat. Again he call me up saying, “she is a bitch and you don't listen her and don't come in between. she a mother of one child. I am beating her let me finish that I will call you”. These lines are unforgettable for me. I can't believe such a good boy like him is saying these words. I stopped me from beating her like. We were about to meet that day. But he didn't mate and I didn't interfere between them. Because they both were wrong at their place. That's it. I don't want to know their stories.

Sometimes it's better and best to keep yourself away from these kind of people. Especially when it come to your past. Focus on your present and future and move on with the fact, that you are saved. God has saved you from these people. He is really writing beautiful story for you. Trust the process and make smart and better decision in life. These was toxic and you deserve the best.

Thank you. 

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