Sometimes I miss you
Sometimes other thoughts take  place yours
But 
Just for a while 
Next moment you come again
Again with intense memories
As to say it is a technological world 
But you are so far from me 
Long sleepless nights 
Go in thinking or finding the reason
But not getting the answer
Daily one thought comes and go 
What if not be able to know the answer 
What if he finds someone else
What if he gives my place to another
What if he gives his heart to anyone else
Find me way to say to him 
That I love him
I don't want to leave you
You are the first thing I do in the morning 
The last thing I do in the night 
The moment I am spending without you
I don't want to forget our memories
I just want to remember everything without pain
You know what 
December is coming 
A month of dreams in color 
Hope I will meet you 
I just want to look at you 
Watching you 
Want to look into your eyes
Want to hug and never let you go
I want to cry in front of you
I want to tell you how much I love you
When your memory hits me hard 
My heart and mind fall into conflicts 
Heart says 
I just want you 
I just want the love of my life
Mind says
If you will do this 
You will get into problems
Everyone will make you feel guilt that you have done wrong
Something big is wrong
Don't rush love 
You will get when you need
How much should I love you
I don't tired looking at your photo
I am falling for the same person everyday
One day you will become mine 
No one can stop me from looking at you
From meeting you
From making me feel like a murderer
One day your name will attach to mine 
But it is one day 
That will come after years and years 
Every day I thinks of you 
Every day I feel you are here
Nearby me 
But not in actual 
What will be that day when you will sit beside me and I will cry to the fullest extent of my apart
Listen to my story 
I fell in love to the person who also loves me 
Getting used to of each other 
And apart
Continue.....................