Winds stayed still
Sweat refused to go down the cheeks
Tears dry
Time stopped
But the feeling of being alone never stopped
I want the water called tears to come down from eyes
Makes my cheeks red as rose that bloom and thorns that come with it
But how will I, while I have been lying to myself for a long time
Running out of breaths, the little pain in my heart
Why do I suffer so much when everybody seems normal?
Silenced screams
Am I screaming about my pain to loud?
That's what I think when I go to the bed every time
My mind is an unending maze, to many puzzles to solve
Why I am so lost
The little unconsciousness I have been feeling
The tiny shuttering of my mind
Why I am like this,
It seems like I am missing a piece of my life
Am I getting too involved?
Or
Am I getting too loud of my pain?
I don't know where it all leads to
But I know in all these situations you all need is you
You, yourself, and your value
O beloved darkness
Come and take a Step towards me
And take half body of mine
Like you did to the other half
I surrender in front you
It seems like you are winning over me
What happens when a body that that never sleeps?
a mind that never rests
a mind emotionally drained
a heart about to get broken again
I don't sleep
the strings are breaking now
I don't see any difference between reality and fiction
my bed stays warm from the night till the sun comes up
my eyes get darker as I don't sleep
At night the voice is whispers in my ear
they are the cause of my tears
but I have got friends
all of them are fictional but all I wanted was friends
I have not slept since ages
am I getting punished for being mysterious?
either give me sleep or take me a way with peace
The journal left in the middle of the forest
The pages that went to the dark corners of his mind
His cry for help went faint
Will he ever come back?
Or
Is he the devil himself now?
Why do I cry on paper?
When they don't even read
Nothing is new
This is part of mine
After all of this
I will say I am fine or will i
