Dear self,

This letter that I am going to write to you may not answer all your questions but it should be the reason you should believe in yourself once more and rise again, just for that once lifetime.

I know it's kind of hard to believe that it's okay not to be okay sometimes, but it is. you know on days, when you can't find the happiness that you want from others, I want to tell you that you should look for it inside your very own heart, you know it doesn't always come with people and I hope you believe it now.

I want to tell you that once you move away from the things that break you, the people that hurt you, or the hollowness that consumes you, you would realize that choosing love over heartbreak, happiness over grief and sadness is just a moment away. you know our biggest fear of spending our lives in what if's is our greatest enemy, and you know it's kind of okay to let yourself in new adventures, places and experiences sometimes or maybe always.

I want to tell you that sometimes it's okay to listen to the gut feelings that tell you things you refuse to hear. it's okay that you broke a heart or two because life doesn't come with a handbook but what's not okay is to accept the fact that someone can be toxic for you or the most important part you can be toxic for someone else too and if so, then please you have to walk away.

it's okay to be messed, it's okay to lose friends but it's not okay to lose yourself. and remember it's never too late to find yourself in those smiles and chuckles, in those moments of love and laughter. and yes, I am proud of you and I am proud that you are still holding onto yourself.

So the only Request I have for you is to not dwell on things that has lost its importance and value. Let's  start with a fresh mind and handle everything with a beautiful smile. I hope that whenever the next letter comes for you, It has all love and cherishment for you.

Okay?

So, Let it all go, and fall in love — Please?

Love,

Your conscious best friend.