Why other person is getting everything, why not me? Why that person looks so happy, why I am not happy? Why god is blessing that family with so much money and accessories, not me and my family? Why people who are not loyal or doing nothing are getting everything, but we who are doing a lot of struggle and are loyal getting nothing? I complaint so much, I fight with God, gets angry and curse god allot when ever I gets hurt.

I forgot, things never work our way, life is unpredictable. Life is all about surprises we receive from god. But we are one of the species who never gets satisfied, we always want more and always compare our life with others, Stupid we.

Fighting with god was very common for me, whenever I gets something good I never thank god for blessing me that way but whenever I loose something or things did not work out as per my assumption I gets angry with him. But then this Corona virus came to haunt us, to destroy many people, to take our loved ones away from our life. Every second we spend in the horror and pray for our loved ones for their long and healthy life. Every news channel make us realize that how much blessed we are. We are getting food everyday without standing in long queues for hours, we have all the necessities to fight with this difficult time, our loved ones are safe and healthy we are staying and spending some quality time with them, we don't have to walk kilometers to meet our family or friends. We do not have to go out to beg or to think about our next meal. Where we are enjoying this situation and taking that aa holiday for us other side, people are worried, tensed, attempting suicide, walking kilometers bare footed to meet their family and loved ones. Like everyone there were also afraid and want to be with their loved one no matter what the situation is, how will they reach to their destination they want to meet their loved ones, so if they die they can see and meet them for the last time. Things are not same for everyone.

 All these things are enough for me to make me realize that I m blessed and whatever written in my fate are the best and I started realizing that I am one of god's favorite child.

Do What ever you want, but do not forget to do good things for others, help people and spread smile and I am sure only good thing will happen with you.