Published Jun 17, 2021
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How I Deal With My Anxiety

Published Jun 17, 2021
2 mins read
429 words

Hello everyone,

Thanks to all those people who have read my previous blogs. 

I'm dealing with anxiety and depression and I'm able to survive only because I want to live a life I've always dreamt of. You guys might be wondering why am I having depression or anxiety. So,I just want to say that something very heartbreaking has happened with me which I don't want to share . I face that everyday and I don't know how to react. For me , i really don't know how my 2020 went. Honestly, I just used to wake up ,get done with my stuff then I used to be on my phone every second of my life. I am a student of a professional course and I wanted to give my 200% I was very much focused till 2019 but then things got changed I lost my control over my mind and body. I got so weak and lost 10 kgs in 4 months without wanting to lose weight. Things are getting really tough for me but I won't give up ,I don't want to give up. I want a life where I'll be happy, I want everything that I deserve . Many people have said a lot of things about me but I won't stop because of them. Many a times I thought of giving up on my life,but no!! I won't. I want to live and let live. 

I used to cry in a dark room,I used to hit myself in order to hurt myself but I stopped doing all those things when I realized that I deserve the best life. I love myself ,I don't care about people's opinion, I know only a few people care about us , only a few people can see us happy ,not everyone is my friend ,not everyone deserves to be my friend. I love the way I am . I don't listen to people anymore, I'm not that innocent girl ,I'm not that foolish girl who used to think about others. I care for the people who are real and genuine . I love people who have achieved things on their own. I like people who understand me. I'm the way I'm and I'm not going to change it for anyone. I too crave for the real love, happiness but I don't trust people blindly. I have my own rules and responsibilities. One day,I'll be the version that I crave for today.

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harikatammina 6/17/21, 2:45 PM
good one, Do read mine too
uchhwash.barua 6/17/21, 2:50 PM
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Thank you for sharing your thoughts here. Sometimes writing out your thoughts gives a lot of relief. Please do keep writing and trust me one day This too shall pass. All the best
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valushakhatri_123 6/17/21, 2:52 PM
Thanks @uchhwash.barua
deepali.chahal 6/17/21, 3:22 PM
nice check mine too
prishii.x 6/17/21, 3:23 PM
Great one check mine too Follow for follow back
heena.yasmin28 6/17/21, 3:25 PM
Stay strong๐Ÿ‘ & be positive and tackle ur problems whatever u r facing.. u will be the version what u want to be... ๐Ÿ˜Š
heena.yasmin28 6/17/21, 3:25 PM
๐Ÿ‘ check mine too
al_ 6/17/21, 3:46 PM
Nice ๐Ÿ‘ Pls do check out mine as well
sumitsing 6/17/21, 4:38 PM
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messymom 6/23/21, 6:54 PM
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It's good that you shared here... writting gives powerโœŒ๐Ÿปbe strong and do your best๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป
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dineshkumar.jeyakodi 9/26/21, 6:16 AM
Face in what you scared about. Don't focus on results just focus on the process.

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