Sometimes in the process of Choosing any one between love and friendship, we end up losing both. Our fantasy of happily ever after just shattered with the verse of time. We dreamt of forever that no body can replace but destiny has its own different ways of laughing at our fate.

A constant war runs between Our heart and mind and we are unable to conquer any of it. Sometimes we are are so broke that we are afraid to express what we want or what we need. 

It was a journey of 17 years of friendship , 3 years of loveship and now years of hardship to fade and forget the moments spent together. From ‘Silly smiles on face’ to ‘tears in eyes’ it all happened to move towards the ending. Some relations don't break because of dishonesty or betrayal , its just that the two people move apart by heart. The most difficult part is to say to someone you love is ‘LEAVE’ when deep down, you just want them to stay. I really wonder how different our lives would have been if we had the courage or strength to say some things to some people what we actually feel about our relation and what we actually want.

After the beautiful journey of being together, they had to get apart but still decided to keep their friendship alive and promised each other to be friends forever but its rightly said one cannot remain just friends with the person you love. Its more powerful to fall out of love that to fall in love. It was getting harder each day to pretend that every thing is going perfectly fine by being casual friends but deep down both were dying inside to attain each others attention. You know what… Kabhi Kabhi life aise dhappa krti hai naa...it feels like everything has fallen apart and we are left with no option except from ghosting the one we want the most in our life. At one point neither they were able to keep their relationship nor their friendship. Remember when Gulzar had written “kal kya pta, inke liye aankhein taras jaengi” make so much sense when one has to keep a promise to self to not seeing the one you want the most. 

  Even though both had cried as one has to learn to forget and other has the regret to let go.. But still none of them could decide what to choose “Love over friendship or Friendship over love”.