No matter how crowded world becomes there always will be a quite place to find yourself. If there is noise there is peace too, it always play side wise. Value yourself & see the magic will happen soon.I have always wanted to give myself more then just a normal life but i failed but never quit. The time always challenge those who want to make a difference be no like other. Through this tomes you learn anout yourself more so always value the efforts you do, no matter it will be good or bad atleast you tried that all matters. For motivation just see through you will always be so in love with the beauty of you & nature too. Life can't be changed ny just sitting at your home and imaging things rise up wake up mind strengthen yourself push harder and probably or may be or could be smiling from heart.There  will be time that you may say that i want to quit but just take a step back just to jump ahead of every obstacle and by that you will be the best version of yourself. Its not the god that does all things its always you that do god just help you in succeeding not in your efforts that is just done by you. Holding all your thoughts is not a sign that you are weak but as i see you, you are the taughest person i ever meet so just keep doing rather then just sitting.From the point you start doing you will feel the most difficult things as change is not just so easy to come it takes time to be out of your zone and thats what most important as now your are seeing yourself as not just a person but the most influencial person that might inspires others to be like or more then you. This Life is only made once you got to step up and just start walking but no stopping . When the right time come you will find the real happiness and you will probably have tears in your eyes as the tears will be just a reaction to the happines you are having from your heart after being so amazingly doing and believing in you as you have come a very long way.The real journey will began from here as this is not the end its just the start that was meant to happen.