hello this is my first blog

I have just lost my mother, my life is in turmoil, for some time I was sitting with my sorrow, I could not understand what should I do. 

I had no one to take care of me, I had to take care of myself. I felt as if I was falling into some dark abyss, which is filled with such deep darkness that my soul is lost somewhere in this darkness.

I closed my eyes and I embraced the darkness I didn't want to see any ray of light. 

Suddenly I heard the voice of my loved ones who were raising their hands to save me, but I was so lost in my sorrow that I did not want to hold his hand, that darkness was not separating from my soul.Then I explained myself and with great courage caught a small firefly roaming in that ditch and with the help of that I am getting out of that abyss, looking for a way and there will come a time when I will come completely in the light. 

 There are many people here who have lost someone close to them.

And in this time it is very difficult to handle oneself, sometimes there is a desire to end oneself, a person breaks from inside.

All I want to say to such people is that if you are going through such a time, then try to take care of yourself. Find a reason to live for yourself, always remember that a tree withered in autumn does not mean that it will not have leaves in spring.

"It is written in our ancient text that where we are now, it is a death world. People come here to suffer their sins, and the less time he is here, that means he has committed fewer sins and his atonement is complete. And in a way, we must have committed some sin that we had to lose our parents "

Your life is precious to many people just as the life of the one who passes away is precious to you.

At such times, stay away from all negativity, stay away from such people who cannot make you happy. you all take care. 

meet people don't be alone, and people are also requested that if there is someone near you who is going through such a time, take out time and talk to him once a day, go visit too. 

This effort can improve someone's life, can save them from falling into a deep dark well forever.