Everyone wants to be in their comfort zone. Where they can fee relaxed and chill . It's really very difficult for someone to change their old habits or adapting new ones. Stepping out of your comfort zone isn't for everyone. We get habitual of repeating the things, all the day, everyday ! However, sometimes change is also good. A little change can do us good. Be it change of air, surrounding or any of your habit. Changes are Challenging also. Who doesn't like challanges ? It gives us the strength and power to become better version of ourselves.
There are a few changes in myself and my life style that I have observed lately. And I am enjoying them.
Like I can sit in silence for hours without phone or any kind of entertainment , without talking to anyone, all alone ! Time passes and I don't even recognise it.
Earlier I used to be afraid of going to dining hall alone or any place where we can eat. I would always call my any friend xyz to join me ! Now am not that Little Girl anymore. I can go by myself and have whatever I want , without any fear or hesitation.
A few months ago, I was afraid of raising my hand when professor would ask a question even when I knew the answer. But now am not. Even if the answer is wrong, I would still give it a try. I am that much confident now.
In hostel dining, before taking anything like a bowl of chane or simple bread we have to fill the entry with Name and Room no. Now I have learnt to make a Fake Entry to get an extra bowl ( the quantity is very less that a single Bowl can't help anyone's hunger). And am not afraid of this as well. Because everyone does that. Why Can't I ?
Now I don't want a friend sitting by my side in the classroom or to share my tiffin with. I can do all the lectures alone. Sitting in silence. Without cracking or listening to jokes. I can eat alone. I don't want a partner to walk on the road. I can go anywhere, putting my hands in the pocket, enjoying my walk.. creating bizzare scenarios in my mind, smiling and looking, interpreting what other people do to survive ,etc etc ...
Life has been Busy yet Happy lately !
Thanks for reading this!