Before you date her you need to understand that she is damaged. She gets affected easily. She has struggled with so many things in her life. There are nights when she's rolled into a ball on the floor and doesn't talk to  anyone. She will create a blockade. She is not going to be able to trust you for a while, because every one has left. She will need consolation. She will need you. She will need you to keep going for her. She'll need you to care when she text you saying she's worsen. She's a lot, she know this.

So before you think she's a happy soul, that she will always going be indisputable, that she'll always be optimistic, do know the reality before you through yourself into it. Don't enter her life if you have no clue. Lastly, don't try to touch her heart if you aren't ready to embrace it.

She hides all her scars and still she smiles like she is the happiest woman. She may sound you cold or rude but you need to know her more to reach her soul. It's her shield to protect herself from an emotional hurt. When it comes about her self respect then she is the strongest one to save herself. She shows her sweetest side to only her closest one.

She is the kind of person who seems to be very mature and full of life, but when you get to know her you will realize what kid she is resembling inside. Little things bother her. She acts strong for the world because she knows the world would otherwise eat her up. She shows her heart to be made of rock, when it's made of flower. 

Don't tell her you love her if you haven't stopped in the middle of something just to think about her and smile for no reason.

Don't tell her you care if you haven't said a prayer, asking god to give you her pain.

Don't tell her you value her if you haven't cursed yourself for making her cry.

Don't tell her you miss her if you haven't looked at her pics with tears fighting to stay dry in your eyes.

Give her real or give her nothing. Don't tell her lies.

She is me. I am she.