Hello everyone! Today I am writing this blog just make myself a little bit normal. Its my birthday month and I thought that I will be the happiest person ever till the date of my birthday, but as this month started my every day is turning a shit of my life. Today is 07th June 2021, As I started my day I had some family problem and that thing made my day worst, I got off the bed and got ready for my office, even in the office my day was hectic, Since its my birthday month I'm fully broke up, I havent got my salary yet. And the worst thing is there are countinously fights between me and my love life. I'm litterally fed up of all this things, sometimes I think I should share every thing with someone, but there is no one to listen my whole bullshit! My bestfriend….. she is busy with her own studies and life, My mom has her own health and family tensions, I dont like to share my problems with her as I dont have my father's back behind me. Being the elder sister of the house I need to be strong, so my younger sister will learn from me to handle all the situations by her self. Now you all will tell me to share my all problems with my mom as all say"Maa tho maa hoti hai", yep I know this very well, but reason behind not telling my mom is, she cant see me in the pain and she takes tension of each and every thing, that affects her health, so I dont want that to happen. Lastly my boyfriend I can share everything with him but before sharing anything serious, we have fights. Yaar I'm litterally fed up of my life, sometimes I think like ‘why god is giving me only all the problems?'. Then I thought that if I start blogging about my personal problems at least the viewers will read my blog and I will feel much better. I can't express my pain in words but I'm feeling much better after introducing my problems in front of you all! Please support such blogs which contains such problems. It will be a great pleasure for that person who is in trouble and cant share their problems with everyone. The only thing I want to say is if you are not willing to share your problems with your loved ones or any other who is close to you, feel free to blog here, then yours problems may be very much big or a tiny one, but share everything that you think it will make you fresh. This platform is not only for blogging things which we have knowledge of, but we can share our personal issues, as per my thinking.I have lots of people around me, 1000+ followers on instagram,200+contacts in my whatsapp,but apart of all this things, I have no one who can tak me as my mentor or to guide me in my difficulties. I really feel very bad about this but, This is the reality and we have to accept it in the way it is.No compromises! Lastly the truth, When I started writing this blog I was very much upset of myself but as I'm coming to the end of this I'm feeling better. So life has taught me wether there is no one to listen up, just go on writing or typing things. It will surely make you feel good. I hope this blog makes your time