It's been 12 years since I realized the power of overthinking within me, it's been a Traumatizing yet and Wittyful experience being a guy with average qualities and all. My friends asked me to go to do this and that I couldn't say no, WHY? You ask? Cuz Being an Overthinker has its really bad curses. I always said yes to almost everything

But as I grew  older I began to be irritated by everything that surrounded me, everyone annoyed me, so what did I do to get rid of all this shitty things that were happening to me? I just let it be there and after sometime I was alright, but the main problem comes here I usually say yes to almost everything but when I say no, now I believe my fellow overthinkers will agree to this. When I say no to a person, I get this feeling of being anxious of what the other people will think? I didn't helped him/her or I didn't go with him/her and worst of all, I will think that now that I said no the person would be angry at me and all but you know what that's just a lil part of being an Overthinker. 

Things I have done to impress others so they don't hate me, man I am sometimes sorry for myself. 

I blame me even if its not my fault. 

The things that keep me sane is actually being alone and I feel really good. My friends know that I am lazy still they make me go with them hiking and really other cool stuff, partying and all messing it up and here I am just tryna fit in with these pals of mine. 

I too have chased love, hell I have done shit for love but the thing is things don't go actually as you plan in life to be prepared for the worst too cuz if you're not, man you down for some deep shit