Hey people! Hope you all are doing good. I don't know what made me right it, just that it wanted to be written. Here it is.

You know we weren't born sad creatures. We don't wake up everyday and go like, you know what, today I am going to be extra sad. No. We don't sit in silence and think that okay today I am going to reminisce on everything that's gone wrong in my life and cry over everyone who has hurt me that day. No.

I know you might think this but we don't want to feel this way, no one want to feel this way. We aren't looking for attention, we aren't looking to have someone to look after us, we just like you are trying our hardest to find anything to make us feel better. 

And you constantly telling us it's all in our heads doesn't help. Really. Don't you think we know that? That we are overthinking things, that we are making ourselves feel worse, that we just need to stop the thought to feel better? We do. So stop calling this to others because we all know that.

But just for a second, imagine that helpless feeling when you find yourself in the middle of the ocean and you have been trying to swim the shore for hours, but it doesn't come any closer and now you are exhausted and your limbs have stopped moving, slipping, you just can't afloat any longer. That's what it feels like.

Ofcourse we want to be happy, don't you understand we too want to smile all day have no worries and just exist without feeling like every breath we take is a struggle. We want to be able to feel Joy and euphoria without feeling bad. We want that too, desperately. It's just that it is easier for you to let things go, to make yourselves feel better and may be just aren't strong enough, or may be you have an excellent support system or friends or just someone who helps you in ways that we don't have or can't afford.

We weren't born sad. We don't want to be sad. We really don't want to feel this way. Sometimes, we just can't bring ourselves out of it. And we aren't even asking for your help or kindness. Just a little understanding that we are not all the same.