Dear friend,

I know there is nothing like friend anymore but I hope you don't mind if I still address you as friend. I wish I could just pick up my phone and call you. That way, whatever I want to say, it will hopefully get us to talk again. I am sure you think I don't remember you anymore, but I still do remember you and memories we made together. So many times my thumb has hovered over the call button, so many times I have written a text but backspace it all. Looking back, it doesn't even matter why the things ended between us, what matter is that I lost of friend, a very good friend and so did you.

It's not even the ego now, it's just the pain that we both felt, that stops me, and hopefully, you too. You were a constant and now that you aren't, I feel a void. It feels empty. Now and then I'd come across several funny memes I'd think that you need to see this. Every now and then, something would happen to me and I'd want to share it with you even when I didn't want to, like the news of my latest crush, or the packet of my beloved whoopies,  you'd make me share anyway.

 All the memories would flashback every now and then. We had fought over something that overpowered so beautiful partnership of understanding, love, care and protection. I still feel overturn by moments we shared together like always pulling my leg, making fun of me all the time and many more in the list. 

It's not a lie that I miss you, but I'd not be completely honest if I didn't say that I won't be texting you, howsoever it might hurt me. Our friendship has ended once and things never going to happen like before between us, this feeling hurt like hell. I'd rather be a rude friend then a broken one, again. 

Like our photos and videos in my phone's gallery kept in a hidden album, my heartache is hidden too. I know, a few years from now, we may cross our paths again because the world is too small to keep us a part, and perhaps then, we could become friends again, or at least acquaintances. But until then, I hope you keep doing great in life, getting all the success and be happy wherever you are.

With love,

Your friend.