Stars hanging on my sister's balcony

but the window has another story to tell

I can't sleep on days when

but sleep the minute I hit the pillow when your name greets me on mornings

I want to know how you're doing

because everytime I go back to you

I don't think of you but i know it isn't worth it

we run in circles and i get transported to the lake where we spent our first night together

you smelled of whiskey and i let my guard down for the first time,

I still wonder if i was the drunk one that night? 

soon to be married, will I be getting an invite?

I hear that you are engaged now it is going to be the third monsoon we spent apart,

letting our emotions cry out like raindrops 

that get lost as soon as it hits the ground

but still everytime I hear your name,

my heart feels like it is up in the sky ready to land in the country

that I barely know anything about.

did you ever love me?

It has been seven years and i still don't know if you played me

or did you really write that poem for me, I was a kid when i fell in love with you

but all my friends said that

like everyone said that you did my love was too mature for you, you were learning how to drive and I was floating under your love.

did I ever tell you I still have that newspaper cutting you of your performance, you looked like a dream come true and the only time

I ever felt your lips on me it tasted like paper, you didn't know, did you?

you were my first love. but deep down, I think you know and there was a literal earthquake after that.

call me once and i will fly back that i never got over you.

I am still waiting for you to sing that song for me, the dog that I never had would testify how bad of a singer I am

and yet I never stopped singing for you, do you remember, it was your birthday and i had sent you a voice note singing 

if you still remember, home for you. will you finally sing for me?

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