Dear people who have no idea what they are doing in life,

Take a break, give some rest to yourself, indulge in your favourite hobbies like art, travelling, cooking or whatever you like, have some chocolates or not, that's up to you. I know it's overwhelming many times, it's feels like you have done everything you could do but nothing sticks, nothing give you desired results.

You have tried everything you ever thought you were good at and it's just not working out, nothing seems to make sense, you just never seem to have time to do everything, or time just for yourself. And sometimes I am sure it's not even about time, but about the amount of energy you put into every new things and watch as it doesn't come to fruition as you expect.

They tell you to wait, have hope and patience but what when you did wait, you did have hope, you did have patience, but slowly time has been chipping away at your esteem, and it feels like all you have done is a dig a hole so deep that may be now there is just no turning back. 

Again, let me tell you take a break and take it from someone who is in the exact same boat as you are in. I am thirsty, at the age when you are told you will probably have everything figured out, the age when you are a proper adult. But what if I still have nothing going for me? What if I am still trying, while people half of my age have enough to retire, I am still living paycheck to paycheck, each day. I just want to tell you, you know, it's okay.

It's okay to not have name and fame at your age, it's okay to feel like the game is rigged against you, it's okay to feel warn out, exhausted and tired and just want to sit down and to not care about it. It's okay to just want to let everything be in their position. Because sometimes it's better to have a life on autopilot. It's okay to lose control, just left in flow like they would want to. Because it is not always the path that you want, that gives you the best result. It's okay that you are not okay, but you will be once you give yourself some rest.