Today I wanted to write something but couldn't really figure out what but then I thought why not write a poem. There something about poetry that just gravitates you and you are mesmerized by the words and the rhythm. So here is something I feel very deeply and poetry gave it another perspective. Even though I never wrote any poem, I am not very sure if I should say it's a poetry it's just my tangled form of thoughts…..

Life would have been different if I hadn't met you                                                           i wish I didn't love you but I still do.            Looking at the sky I wondered what if you were next me, I would have embraced you in my arms and wouldn't let go.

I m trying to forget but don't know how I wish you could tell how you feel right now 

Life would have been different if I hadn't met you, I wish I knew how to not love you.

I wonder if you could love me like I love you, i wonder if you could dive in me like I dove in you.

I am standing still and world keeps moving, I feel empty inside with no will to live but still hoping if I could feel whole again. 

My mind is numb and yet I feel overwhelmed I wish I knew what to do with you.

I don't know the emotion I am feeling don't wanna label it, all I know is I don't wanna feel it again. 

I like the thought of running my fingers through your hair,                                          I like the way I could hold you without fear.                                                                 I wanna let go but you won't let me,           I wanna talk but you won't get me.             I wish I could be with you,                             I wish I don't run away from you.                I wish you could want me like I want you, life would have been different if I hadn't met you. 

I want to fly without any burden                 I want to cry without even hurting.             I want it stop I want to go numb.                I want this pain to end but you will end with it too.                                                       I wanna let go but you won't let me, your memories are haunting me and I still want you.                                                        I wish I could have been as much poetic as I want want you.

Life would have have been different if I hadn't known you. I wish you could love me like I love you.

I wish you could tell me how much you love me too.