Since the childhood I didn't have any allergy or anything that I can get affected. But when I was in the BCA last year's last seem it all started. Whenever I go outside in the sun light I get affected. And I don't know any reason about this at that time so I went to skin specialist doctor and he gave me some medicines and some advices to follow. He gave me the reason that it is happening because of sunlight. He told me that I should use sunscreen whenever I go outside. And I did this the way he said and I took medicines which he gives me but it doesn't seem to be right. It is not doing anything so I went to that doctor again and again and same happened. So I decided to change my doctor and I checked all my blood reports it's complicated so I took the treatment on that. After that I thought ok now I will be fine and free to go outside but it doesn't work as well. I starts crying whenever it happens.

           You can not imagine what I am going through. Because of this allergy I am getting very frustrated and I just becomes angry on very little things and started crying. I am just tired of this seriously. I can't go outside because of sun light 😫 I just want my previous life where I can go anywhere. I am so frustrated just now that I started to write about this. Guys I can not handle this anymore I just want my normal life back. Where I can see myself and love myself. I don't want this irritation and skin problem where I don't want to see myself only. I don't know when this all will be right but right now I am just tired of this very much.  

             Did you guys feel at least once like you don't want to see your face?? I feel this and I can't touch my face because it is affected by sun light now. And I don't want this face. I can't see myself in the mirror whenever I get affected. Even if I go outside just for 5 minutes it starts to affect me and I am not able to take this. I am so tired, frustrated and it is very irritating guys😭 I just hate this so much. It is breaking my patience and heart😓