Sometimes when no words are left the tears are the only answer which are left. Sometimes it becomes too hard to say anything it is just like words wants to come out but we are not able to speak in front of those people which deserve that words. Every thing is so frustaring so depressing but i have to be strong to face this world alone

Sometimes I wish someone could understand me without saying anything. Everything is so frustaring i am tired I don't have any words now to say. I used to be special but maybe i am not that good to be someone special froend. I am not into commitment I am focusing on myself but there used to be you my best friend. I thought I am special for some one that i am the only best friend but no here comes again that I am not good enough to be only one 

You think that i don't talk to you because of studies but that was my excuse I am lying to you but you were not able to see through my facade. The messages we used to share you are now sharing with your other bestie. 

Well I am slowly slowly dissolving. I am giving you all time to talk to your special someone now. But yeah I got it no one in this world is for you. We have to become our special someone ourselves. Maybe in future there would be my partner maybe I have to wait till then

But yeah I have given up from friendship. No one is capable to be my friend maybe the problem is in me. Whatever is it I am just tired

When I have so many thought in my mind my tears always give up. I have to face every hardship alone. Now I have learned my leson two times that maybe friends in this world is not for me. 

I have to cope up my hardship. But yeah I am so much disappointed that you cannot distinguish between my real face and my fake face. I think I am gonna be like this for ever. I do have social anxiety I can't make any more friends now

I am over this word which is friend ship. I have to be that person I want to be which I always dream of. I guess I have given up on you. Let's see when you will get this truth.