ing nd The image is from tomorrow's epic and surreal nature show which appeared after a horrific storm and rain. The silence and beauty after that unsettling storm was strange like nothing ever happened here.
I was thinking lying on my terrace looking at this scene like, What if could go over the sheet of clouds and see the Sun once again and then tear away this sheet to let the world see the sun once again .
But then I thought let it be the way it is and let's just enjoy the beauty while it's still there.
Isn't it funny sometimes that all the bad things that have happened to you, troubled you at the very time when they were in your life and you cursed your life and whished to die and end all the things then and there but even you don't know what made you stick through it and you crossed every barrier, fought all your battles and now you're here with all new and with all the strength you could ever have.
Now you're witnessing the beauty of your life just because you somehow managed to survive through the bad phase and kept your will high.
As some say “if you want to turn yourself in an idol, then you must keep it through the axes and hammer blows” and it fits through the life very well.
All those things I was thinking while looking at the beautiful waves the clouds formed and that spotlight of sunlight through the hole in the clouds. I again started to think what would it be like for those who are under that spotlight right now, are they more special than me. I envied them at that moment but later a thought came to my mind maybe they are out of the “havoc period” of their life and are getting all the special thing just because they survived.
And I am still in that phase of my life and I have to wait for a little while or maybe longer to get all those pleasant things. All I need to do is to stick for a little longer and wait for the things to turn my side and maybe one day I would be under that spotlight while others would crave for it.
Suddenly a drop of rain fell on my forehead and pulled me to reality and i saw there was another storm building up but this I knew what I had to do, yes exactly, I stayed there kept on dreaming without any boundary of imagination.
Sharma