A very hard part of life is what I am facing right now. Yeah true I am only 17 years old what could be so hard for me. Surprisingly nothing is going the way  I ever planned. I feel useless now. I feel like I have wasted all the 17 years of my life. At this point of my life everything is messed up. I am not getting in the college I want to go. And right  getting in to my dream college is everything for me. I have been trying hard yet no response. Maybe I am not enough. I do feel sad and depressed and useless and what not but I know that this is just the beginning of life. This is where I have to accept the fact that I have to face the world out there boldly. There are people buying seats and there are capable students getting rejected. It's not fair I know, we know but unfortunately there is nothing that can be done. But yes one day everything will be fine.

I know everything is messed up in my life but you know what keeps me going on? My family and friends. No they don't find solutions or shortcuts for me. All they do is listen to me. They know that I never saw this coming and neither did they but still they are facing it and hence giving me the strength to face the reality of not getting into my dream college. They are the ones who listen to me patiently they give me the positivity I need at this point of my life. And I am so proud of myself that I didn't keep my feelings and all the things that are killing me on the inside with me I just poured them out. And I am proud of them who are listening to me and helping me through this tough time. 

So at the end the only message I have for you all is nothing but being millenials and in a world of social media. In a world where the influencers are creating reels on sitting  in the room whole day and making fun of it let's be honest guys we it's good for none. We are wasting the moments where we can sit with our family and talk to them. We know that tomorrow will come with millions of responsibilities on us. Sitting in our room whole day not talking to people living in our own house is good for none. Trust me at your lowest days not your room not your social media is going to help you. The ones sitting right outside of your room are the people who will actually pull you up and bring you to the top of the world.