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I am back with another personal experience. I wanna share this with you all. So, it's about two years old. It was the very first time when I cried in school and it wasn't related to studies at all . I was in eighth class. Our school was going to be inspected and preparations were going on for that. At first, I decided not to participate in any assembly duty because I didn't want any responsibility this time. Our English teacher called me and asked me to speak the word of the day on the day of inspection. I am quite interested in english, I agreed with her. Later, on the same day our music teacher called us and asked me to sing the welcome song with other friends. I said that I'm not good at singing with harmonium. But, she said that, this time they are going to play Piano instead of harmonium and they need my pitched cum heavy voice. I said that I'm also going to say the word of the day. She said that it doesn't matter. I, still denied and said that I can't do both. Then our Hindi teacher called me and asked me to speak the news with another boy. I denied to her as well. Now, the main thing begins. There is a boy in our class, he is popular and my friend too. His name is Surya But, deep inside I neither like or dislike his behaviour. He was to speak word with me. 

After denying everyone, I joined my class, sitting in computer lab. Suddenly, a girl came in and announced that I, Tripti, Vidya, Ayush, Krishna and Arav are called my pir music teacher. I denied to go but Tripti and Vidya forced me. They said that you should make it clear with teacher and reject it as soon as possible. I liked the point, and just to say a no I went with them. Now there is a little thing in between. People in my class keep making ships of me with Arav or Surya. I don't care about them. I didn't even talk to Arav for like 3 years or something. When I reached to music room, our teacher was playing piano and some students were on other instruments. Without listening a thing about me, she made me practice the song. When practice was over, I said that I can't make it as it's an order from Head teacher to participate in one program only. She said that it's okay and she will find some other student. When I returned from there, I couldn't find Surya in class. We were supposed to recite the word, it's meaning , sentence etc etc…. It was games period. Our whole class was being taken out. When I reached playground. I saw that Surya, with other students an Sports teacher is practicing P.T. . I thought that he's in the same condition as mine. I went to him and asked that when are we going to practice for word. I also siad that we can do it whenever you are free. He said that he doesn't have time and he's participating in P.T. and not word. I asked him about the permission and rule of school. He said that he didn't ask any teacher and is doing so because I went to practice song. I said," Who am I supposed to speak word with?" 

He said," Go and do it with Arav. At last he's the reason you went running to practice song." 

I said," Great!" 

I went to teacher and asked if I can replace Surya with any other girl or boy in the class. She neglected my idea and said that Surya can't participate in P.T. . She scolded me for practicing song and also for Surya's mistake. I was in tears by now. Each and every person was calling me selfish. What I hated most was that I had to speak word with Surya in the end. I was like Why does he even care if I went for Arav or not. Even if I did, who is he to put a question mark. I can go and do whatever I want with anyone, what does it have to do with him. I trusted Surya a lot and now he became the reason of my unhappiness. This story may sound a little childish or lame. But no-one can understand how difficult that day was. I had to listen ships about me whole day. Girls who had crush on Surya or Arav weren't talking to me. I was left all alone. I wish people cared only about themselves and not poke their nose into other's work.

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