It wasn’t falling

Hey there!!!

Today I am going to talk about how can we cope through our unhappiness and how overcame the depression. Well, before starting you need to know basics about me. I am a teen girl of fifteen and pretty well at studies. Last year, due to not getting proper credits for my work, lack of friends, not finding my destination (both in life and my way to buy things), family fights, death of grandma, jealousy and my best friend threw me into depression. I being a talkative girl stopped expressing myself. This was the hardest time because I didn’t know what my problem was.

I never played any kind of online or mobile games in my life. Even if I did, it was just for half an hour in a day. But during that period I started playing among us and played it all day. I was worried that I’ll fail my exams or I won’t be able to catch up with this world. But very soon, I found about a k-pp group named Blackpink. They were good singers and dancers. I started having a hope. I wanted to struggle like them for my success. I had heard about BTS too. But I knew that if I fell for BTS then no-one would be able to take me out of it. I ignored BTS for a long time. But at last just due to my curiosity of knowing their names, I became a BTS army. I used to watch their videos all day long with caring about anything else. But, one day I changed. I saw the speech of Namjoon at US. It motivated me a lot. I started noticing how far they have come for what they are today.I think falling for BTS wasn't falling at all I started studying and making my future too. And I think it’s all thanks to BTS, Blackpink and dramas that I became a bit mature than my age. Now I didn’t care about what people are saying about me or how my friends are treating me. I stopped interfering with others. I just did what my heart said. You have to realize that no one standing there for you. It’s you who wants to see yourself better. I read somewhere that : “IT’S YOU WHO HAS TO PUSH HARDER BECAUSE NO-ONE ELSE IS GOING TO DO IT FOR YOU”. Well I don’t see anything wrong about it. Make your future for being happy in your life. Don’t care about those people who don’t know how to behave themselves. You struggle for yourself!

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Yagya

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