He don't kiss me anymore in these mornings. I feel sad and nothing sometimes. Not sometimes, every time. It's okay. It's just a kiss.

Our every morning used to start with a goodbye kiss to work. It seems little cheesy, but yes. It meant something which brings a day smile to start with. "Every relationships are like that….."etc etc.. I guess, reading my first phrase everyone would have flashed with the same thought, right?

Is it true that long term relationships are just a infinite dream which never gets the end? Everyone will get bored of their relationships or commitments at least once in the entire cycle. I pretty thinking towards my past(even though it's nothing important), I can see different me in different years passed. At one particular time, I thought life is something which is to be seen more romantic way and you will get through your love of your life, who will chill your lower tummy in all the dates and talks with him like a movie. Then comes the next cycle of time, where I figured out love is nothing and we can live our life with a lot of diversion and amusement when we have a bunch of friends together. Love was something that everyone approaches just for having a sexual satisfaction or infatuation completion between people. 

And Now???????

And now I don't know what life is where I think love is important, friends are important, sex is  important, etc. and etc. Impact of marriage or impact of worn out days in life with nothing to do as new..?

What a relationship is and what a relationship should be have a great difference. Each person have a unique thought to put forth when they explain their things even though we think it's much similar. No one needs a counselor and no counselor and fix the ups and downs or rights and lefts of relationship as per me. They are just someone who haven't fixed their own and trying to figure out from the other victims who comes through. 

I call for a table in every home. Yes ! A table where every problems or lies or truths of relationships are thrown out by the homemakers without any hidden pace or no one in between. Every table with full of conversations and solutions and cuddle for each other so even before the next sun rise every page is clear as mirror and every relationships are new as a day.

Newness. That's what we lack in relationships. Everyone loves something new. Everyone wants something new. Try to make your bonding with adding newness in every single day. You will be amazed soon..

I welcome warm suggestions where I can figure out what is going on here..