The memories always gives happy and sad. Remembering childhood where we 2 she is talkative and i am a introvert. Happy with us just we two.  
 
 We don't want let anyone between us shared our secrets, happy, sad and class funny moments after return home.
 
   It's now making me feel laugh 😂 that mee and my sister make a plan that let's get marriage to brother's in same house so that we don't need to be separated after marriage. Yaa nice plan na😁🤪 but the plan was not funny she were serious about it she even tell it about to your parents. And there where no shortage for fights also.
        The days were really heaven.

But, things not happens as i think. My sisy decided to do his higher education from our uncle's house.  I know it's not a big deal just a temporary separation even that time there were no phone  for us very rare to call her. But it's hurts that she doesn't think of me.

After years passes of busy studying for us as before we two came together. Now it's all become normal as it was in starting. That's what i think so we were like that shared every thing like always.

But, life always gives us surprise 🤫 yes the changes become when my sister fall in love  I don't no how to react😶 yes i am happy ofcourse also sad because the person she loves is a single son in his family.  Now it hurts me the reason she doesn't remembered the things we talked about.

It was tough for me to accept but i should, what can i do, for me all i want is my sisy happiness.

 Yes, sometimes we are not ready to face sudden changes  easily, it takes time to overcome and at the same time it makes pain mentally,

 when I'm trying to take it easy and consoling myself life gives it even harder, my sister didn't think of me she doesn't care of me,  i become lonely even she  doesn't sharing, oru talks and happiness everything changed rapidly that's make not only sad, cry also anger fighting with her all the days  but she doesn't even take it as a serious. If suddenly things change it is so difficult to ho with the same energy which we have before change for me its like i lost my world, my small tiny world become noting.

But life gives the phrase to learn and overcome the things and situation which  we think we can't live without that.

Its being 3 years, she got married went far away from me. For me it's a permanent separation which is I don't think even in dream it will happen, at the same time i don't tell that she won't like me she always has care and love for me but the life partner love makes forget me.

We meet rare staying in her house some days now she was thinking and start saying about the day we talked about marriage and get into the same house and she asked sorry for the things that she did not thinked of me. Tears filled in eye's.

I don't know what to say 😂 because it hurts even harder in past and now it doesn't matter .  Just a smile just happened happens live it.

Because when she was in love, from my sister side she thinks she was right she is doing right but for me its was wrong. But i think from her position so why i didn't hurt her by words.

What ever happens i love my sister always forever ❣️