Well , while walking through the path called life … We often hit the obstacles , sometime we handle it pretty well, Sometime it became a bit drag … and sometime you just hit the rock bottom and all you want to say is “you know what , i had it all”
From Childhood we all have been trained for this . We all have been come across sayings like "life is not a bed of rose, Failure is the pillar and all .. i agree and we all agree to that . But you know ,what we have not been taught about is the obstacle within us . The fight we have to fought with the within self of ours .
Luckily I don't have acute depression. I have certain tendency of anxiety and depression though , and that's in itself is way too hard to deal with. Last year , in this time around I met one of my friend who have depression . He is a gem of a person, but the hell of emotion he goes through is unimaginable … Being a writer we always crave to put words to express our emotion .So here I wrote some of those feelings in poem attire … Don't hesitate you write your feeling up in the comment below :
The poem called “Feeling untold”
Feeling Untold
It's not only the fight with the world,
It is the fight within me .
What's going on inside ,
Is really hard to see.
Depression is just a phrase,
Many people often say ,
But the mind that is inside
Will often betray
When Your mind plays with you ,
You don't have control over
Just imagine the devil inside you ,
Constantly saying your life should be over ,
You Can't do anything , you are not meant to be.
“No, I can ….. just leave me ,”
Nobody loves you …. nobody care .
“Why, you do this to me every time…. everywhere ”
Those are the Conversation
Between me and my evil mind
So depression is not just a phrase
Trust me its harder than that .
It ruins me, my way to think ,
I loose my confidence ,
My happiness ,
my peace within .
So, don't say a sad person
Don't be sad !
When they are little convenient
Don't be mad .
Just Stay with them,
That's all they want
A little pat on their back
And a little Support .
They can tame
the evil mind inside
Just stay with them
Just stay beside .
The Evil mind will go
one day may be ,
Till then… just make them realize.
Outside world is a better place to be .
