This is a really special piece of poetry, I have worked on, known as "Nomad". I hope you all enjoy reading my work.
Happy reading :)!
Just another day off in awe,
how looking at the clouds, feels like…
So like high on life,
tripping again and again!
It no longer feels heavy,
and more stuck with
how this chaotic world constantly pulling me hard,
yet loosing it’s grip…
I am the one lost,
you all are running legacy….
I am the one abandoned,
livin’ all dizzy,
where time’ personified storms, vibing my enthusiasm,
all numb when I am tired, raining when I cry,
getting me over these false memories and making me more poetic,
painting a world where I would live while dying….
Just another day,
someone else being mobbed by the silence I was living with, hunting happiness,
seen lying beside my grave…!
Yet, I am the one,
looking at the clouds,
raining in grief…
how I left the world in pain…
Insight:
Darkness evolves with time.... It stinks, smells through your soul making you "peaceful", not even letting rays peak through your windows! Scared of getting trapped maybe... like you were!
Never did they know, being "peaceful" is a curse.... it made you numb, repressed your voice whenever you tried...,
Echoes of laughter, their screaming and yelling, so you cover your ears.... So scary!!
Choking you, making you dumb, holding you so tight... so you couldn't move, like death has arrived, you need to just stop breathing, closer to your grave, that you can smell... You are gone dumping all the pain inside yourself!
My poetry depicted the exact emotions that I was trying to explain above. I think, in a state of chaos, the best thing we can do for ourselves, is to experience serenity.
Overthinking, irrational thoughts or a negative approach towards anything is a possible result of emotions we have been cultivating within ourselves or a reaction towards the actions happening around us. Both ways, to minimise the sufferings, we need to take responsibilities of our own thoughts that we believe to have a negative impact on our mental health. I would always consider that important even if it's way more difficult than it seems to be. Even if I lose myself, and know to try everyday isn't enough!
I think we should take it as a sign, that such advices or motivation, could possibly help us getting better in life, to have a better headspace and peace of mind. The way we cultivate our thoughts, shows an implacable repercussion to our behaviour and reactions, the way we see this entire world and humanity. It affects our social interactions and even personal. Self hatred or continuous self harm by completely ignoring the positive side of it leads to even more weirdness and pain.
And I always say this,"If we feel like, we're in hell,we should keep walking through pebbles unless we know we've reached heaven (peace)". Also, I respect people who genuinely care and shows concern just to make us a better person,to evolve into something beautiful! And I know,no matter how dark it seems, there will be a ray of light waiting for you to open up the window!
I will always appreciate real emotions and their real self. I will always have a sense of compassion and love for them.
Thank you!
