Before I let you go,

I want to wait for the last time....

Don't know if it's apt,

as I think so,

This is a weird phase,

You've changed like I am!

But that didn't fail me,

the way I feel,

unlike you...

More of a film!

Everyday, I wake up staring at my phone

Thinking, you would remember me now!

It feels so alone...

Sometimes, I pretend that you're here

talking to me, while I sleep

But I know you ain't there

And I can't!

I just can't sleep without listening

to your voice...

I don't know why.

Maybe, I was a wrong choice!

Everytime you hang up,

It breaks my heart!

But then I stare again....

Crying,

I still have your shirt.

I have a feeling, when this will end one day

I will be lost,

There would be no coming back

No hands to pull me up

No one to hug me tight until I cry!

Hoping you would come, running back to me

Though you will be a stranger again!

But I will try....

You've enough time...

I am still waiting!

A night in your name, love

Just a call away!

It's my way of ensuring

That you remember me,

I am not fading away!

I reconsider,

that I might be the last person you want

But atleast make me feel

That I have a place in your heart!

Or an infatuation....

To forget someone you loved.

I have broken my rules,

a million times!

No matter,how harsh you were

I went back to you

And you can't even try!

For once

I promise it would be enough....

To be with you,all my life!

And if you don't,

I'll stop trying

Though my heart screams

saying,"No I won't!"

But I have to,

Learn to be happy

Without you!

To let you go,

If you want to be the shore

Waiting to touch my core

Leaving me alone,

When it's done,

what you were looking for!

But,that's how you are

I know!

It's my fault,

That I loved a little more...

I was craving love,

Never felt before...

The way you smile,

and the way you talk..

When you look at me

Though I never said...

'cause I was shy

But it felt alright!

Or even more, sometimes...

Like butterflies in my stomach

And a dreamy night...

I won't be able to stop

Thinking,

I would make more of you

In my mind!

But now,

When I know...

I am fading away

Slowly,

And you would forget me oneday

I've decided to be happy by myself

Rubbing my scars gently...

Trying to heal...

A part of me, that was yours!

Though it's hard,

My gallery still fills you up

Your memories in my heart!

Before I set you free...

I want you again!

So,we can undo the time,

And the things we've done!

Though, I will search for you,

When I will see the stars

For you,

I will be the moon...

Beautiful but full of scars!

I will meet you again,

In another life...

To make sure you stay!

Until I die..

So, you can feel the pain

Screaming my name,

When it rains...

While staring at the sky!

~ Reema.