I have always believed that, "falling in love", is easy, but to sustain that relationship with your partner needs a lot of efforts, sacrifices, time, patience, consistency and loyalty. Though it's hard, but if you've ever truly loved someone, it would be in your nature to push your limits to some extra miles, in hope that they would be happy, would love you till death, an eternal love you've wished for!

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         Date: 8th January, 2008

Hi love,

I was wondering if you know "love" is not just strangled in the walls of your college.... I hope you get to know it's beyond chanting "I love you" every second! 
If this is how you've known me, probably you've loved someone else. 
I was wondering if you know, I felt so weird and humiliated when you were describing why you loved me. Isn't it unfair.... I mean I have motivated you, stood by you whenever you felt broken about your life, what you did in return? Your struggle is real, mine is too hard to even listen to! I care, I break myself whenever you go through something.... and you're not even bothered to listen what I say! I am comparing.... Yes, I am. Coz it breaks my heart even more knowing that you don't care....
Honestly I have expectations too, I want my lover to crave for my presence, to crave to talk more... but I don't think you would ever do any of it coz you don't feel the way I do!
I want you to know that I am already broken, and it's too hard to always fight back knowing I will break again! I know how precisely I have assembled my broken pieces knowing it will fall off!
It's too hard to survive each second knowing there's no savior if I fall of grace hiding the knives people have stabbed me in my back! You ain't there.....
My tears are not my excuses dear and my feelings are not my over thinking issues. You don't have to show empathy..... I am okay with that. You may leave if you want to, but please don't imprint your same behaviour again and again....! Basically it adds on more grief that you never understand. My void is not something to be replicated....
You know everything, just don't pretend that you know me and you feel my life!

Yours Truly,

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