Holding on to the unbearable emotions will not give you peace,The emotional dependency won't work.What will work is that how you put ‘You’ and your self respect first.Always remember that,Maybe where you were trying to find peace and love was not meant to be and was the place more crowded harming your own peace.You tried your best in all the way possible ,you cried ,you apologised even if you were not wrong, you believed in that love that no longer existed, you waited for that small reply that would have made you smile during your anxieties ,you prayed everyday just not for the love you had, but for the one you loved for their health and happiness.It never lead anywhere ,the question stands here that where was the love when you needed it the most ,when you were struggling with your anxiety ,the promises ,the forever they wanted ,the forever you wanted after they made you feel the love.You gave yourself, your energy, your care just all of you so that the one person can leave you at that time when you want them the most .They say distance makes you fall out of love but my question is Why? Is it important that if you are not living together the love should just end ,the promises should be forgotten, the forevers should start looking hazy? That's where the question lies.Through all of it I've learned one thing that sometimes someone doesn't even love you for real ,they just know that you are a good person, they love the way you love them and that's the reason they just want to keep you in their life, but what about your emotions ,what about your uncountable efforts ,your small but big sacrifices.All of this just destroy your sanity,In the end you realise that they've made your way of living toxic. So I just think that in these times you should just not destroy anything ,stop being scared of the word love, it's never the love it's the wrong person you loved ,just trust the universe you'll never skip what is meant for you and who is right for you because everyone you meet is not meant to be in your life some are forevers while some are lessons ,so it's good to move on to a better life, ‘You got this’.

                -Purvaja