Hey guys… today I am gonna write about the mistakes and guilt, which everyone of us has buried somewhere in our heart, which aches but never make a sound…..so let's go back and reflect ourselves and learn from it..

Listening to those chirping sound of birds, I woke up from the dreams of those fairies, ahh what a bless to have an eye to visualise everything I see… 😎

Walking down the street alley I find kids running and playing around, ahh what a phrase in life where you don't need to worry about anything just play….✌️

Everything seems a picture to me, I am alive, I am happy I have I had dream for, Aiaash life, like a splash of wind every memories of mine seems to fade away… but again when I say memories, every scene of me living a good life comes crushing down, what a regret to move on…

To all those childhood friends, I am sorry if I ever blurred your happy vision of childhood by my evil motive…🥺

To my parents, I regret I left home now and then just because I was angry and frustrated,

I let you down many times making your days and night harder , just because you raised me like a fighter with stubbornness….🏋️

 I wish I can go back and change the bad picture of mine… but life seems to be like a runaway train with a brake failure, never wanna turn back…🚂 so I regret not being able to be a good child to you 👪

To all those strangers, I do feel guilt when I recall the moment I showed my tough nature and was rude, just because, I had a good life and thought you as a pebble crossing my way☹️

When I look around today, I find only the painful memories of only me smiling and people around me crying, I do regret I don't recall the last time when I was happy for people around me, I was only the one who was happy, on the whole journey of our togetherness. 😞

To the person, I do love still, but can't turn back myself and say it loud, I am sorry for leaving you halfway crying, bidding farewell to every cherished memories of us, just because I was insecure and carving for perfection.

My love, I apologise for blurring the meaning of love in your heart, the place which once gave comfort to me I kicked that place showing by back, I left you without a word….💔

To my siblings and cousins, I feel a burden when I look back the way I treated you all thinking, that I was only right and perfect and never supported you all when you needed me, I understand your gaze now I understand the hatred when you all smile at me now .. I am sorry for bringing coldness in our bright days ..✌️

Atlast, to the creator, I wanna say it before I meet you........I regret not being able to cherished your creation and made it hard for you,

 I regret not being able to love the person I wanna love, cherish the one's I wanna protect, devote my time for those who brings happiness to my thought….. but I am thankful to born as human and reflect myself in the mirror of someone's heart…..

And again I am sorry for not being a human with integrity and a creature of humanity……