Hello guys…. After a long battle in life, we come across different people, things and emotion and the most touching part of growing up is a feeling called love 💖, which everyone of us us experienced in varied ways each one of us has a story to tell about the person we love.. some bitter some sweet they were all our part in life.. so below is my small attempt to express what love is for me… so keep reading keep enjoying…✌️

Words ran all around the empty brain, eyes drying red, when it was me, I shouted aloud saying my name, no truth to hide, no secrets to hide an openness to reveal, a joke to pull….✌️

Making fun of myself, I laughed making you smile, I cried I hide behind the grief of being embarassed, I crawled….😔

I said it lould you said it clear and precise, I heard my name, how can I shout again, 

When I don't recognise the person hiding behind my name, every fragrance resembles you, every truth connects you and again you say, I couldn't connect the memories I built.😒

Each passing day, I adopt myself to change, that you may recognise, but like the season fading away. I see my identity, fading away….😌

When there were pebbles struck under my feet and I could walk no more, I crawled still, I never said it hurts. I, dint cried in pain, I swallowed the tears still the scars hurt but the truth has changed, the vision has came to end as the answer is….❤️

I knew it already that someday pebbles will cross my way, fishbone will get struck in my throat not letting me to speak, a simple joke will change the whole meaning of our existence….😒

Still, you couldn't count the days, I never showed up, my face coverd in pain, my eyes raised to seek an answer, but I found silence in the air, my voice raised, I found answer not adding any meaning to the question ❓ I was throwing towards you but another you just blamed and walked away.😒

The only thing left is the ups and downs, my feeling froze too so I neither was able to fly high nor set back..😕 or could go back to the days, I left behind…

So, I rolled up, I would draw a big map to exclude all those days, which I don't wanted to live and change the decisions, I did made before….☹️

I don't really know what I am looking for, a justification, a forgiveness or an explanation, or a simple sorry, but the question itself has become a poison for me…☠️

Slowly but gradually, I am driking it, and slowly but eventually it is indeed effecting me, making me helpless, so I am erasing all the memories of mine and seal my feelings forever…😟💔

Thanks for reading…….