Where am I? Is it a dream or any traumatic thoughts", I asked within self. Saw a 9 year old girl sitting alone at that place and seemed worrying. 

"Hey, I'm Ziya! who are you?", I asked. 

"I.. I am.. Ziya, we have same first name!", she said.

I exclaimed about her looks which was similar to that of mine when I was young and thought that it might be a coincidence. But, my inner intention made me eager to know more about her. I continued questioning her.

“Who are your parents, why are you alone here? Do you need any help?”, I asked.

“My parents aren't here around me, I was asleep and when I woke, I was here and I am clueless. Who are you?, Why are you alone here with me? Did my parents sent you here?”, she kept layering her doubts.

I was clueless too and we both started moving away from the place we were. 

“Thi..this place is beautiful and scary at the same time, Big Ziya, please don't leave me alone. Help me find my parents”, she requested.

“Why was it scary and beautiful at the same time. where were we?”, I thought and observed around.

The sky looked greyish and the clouds were scattering multi-colors. the color combination of the sky and clouds doesn't match at all, but how can that happen!

I looked around the place, there were 4 trees at each direction(E,W,N,S) and when I looked the sun, I was completely frozen. There were 3 Suns revolving each other. The suns just gave the light that a full moon reflects. 

Suddenly, we heard a sound. It was a voice of a woman saying that we both are the same and we have to swap our realities.

“What? How does this happened and how can we swap our lives as that's the younger me and what's the purpose?”, I questioned.

Then why are you immersing yourself into the thoughts of your old childhood trauma? 

Overthinking or worrying can neither replace your past nor helps you re-live some moments. Then what is the purpose for you to worry?

If you keep on worrying, you would end up feeling like that you want to swap yourself with your younger self, which can never happen.

Wake up, see the reality, accept the reality, nothing is going to change or vanish.

Stop dreaming about the ‘so called’ fantasy. Your current life is the actual fantasy where you cannot change your past, but can develop yourself and change your future bright instead.

Wake up… Wake up…..! 

I woke up, realized that it was a dream, but that is the actual solution and mental motivation all I needed and my inner self gave me that. 

What we see in a film is not fantasy, but just an illusion. The real fantasy life we ​​want for is already ours, and that fantasy is the ‘present’ and so they're called ‘present’. 

Wake up! Stop dreaming about some illusory fantasy and start accepting that your present life is the actual fantasy we can't get to live anymore!

~ Priyam!