Hi guys…I hope all are doing well and are safe…
Today it's really heartbreaking for me to pen this thing down…I never talk about this but I think I should end this now and start a fresh life without any love for others…..
When I understood about love I also got to know about problems and how tough it is so I thought that lets not get in to this right now but who knew what's gonna happen next….so I was just scrolling through my Instagram feeds and I found a request and I accepted that…let me tell you that I wasn't fascinated by the profile pic but the lines written in bio were really catching so it cought me there….
So our conversation started like hey I have been requested since a long time and today you accepted and so on talks went and she was very nice and friendly to me but I was really watching connection building in between us and that was when I unintentionally fell in love….
It was going nice and one day I asked her what would happen if I proposed her one day?… So she replied that would be amazing she would love to be with me….
So after a few days I proposed her and she was so happy that time…I really stopped everything like earning become low and study was also distracted but I never let her felt any problem due to me and that's what I wanted…she should not be in any problem due to me…
It started with beautiful memories and soon started to fade over like little fights on time then no replies no texts soon turned in removing and suddenly she left without saying anything….I tried a lot to contact her to ask is there any problem or did I hurt her but due to my bad luck there was no one listening…..she really gave me some good memories of her smiling but some really breaking memories too…
Still today when I think about that I start it with smile and end up crying….
It is really a pain for me to smile while having tears in my eyes…
If I met her again I won't ask her any reasons or anything….my last questions to her would definitely be ….
Hey,
How are you?
Are you happy?…….
So guys that's from my side and I won't let that put my pen down….
Thank you
:( :)
Pranav Gupta