Poetry - B'coz Scars are beautiful

With rolling tears and his pics i was living the beautiful memories he gave

While he was living his best part, I was struggling with the worst!

I became the Girl sleeping with tears in eyes and waking up with a smile on face as if it was what meant to be!

Every night I promised myself,"I will leave him for you'

But about that "for me" i never gave a f**k each morning!

Still struggling with the scars in my soul to let them heal but can't as each morning brings new pain and each day brings new hope, I break one more piece within my soul....

I knew, I know! We were, we are never meant to be but his eyes give me a faith, his 'so called love' give me hope

Even though i can read the truth in his eyes, i still give 'HIM' a chance to ' BREAK ' me again and again and again

Coz scars are still beautiful!!!!

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New poetry - PERFECTION!

"Perfect couple!" They praised

"Together since 4 years?" Great😍

Who knows the scars behind that perfection!

Who knows the pain of 4 years!

Who knows the pain when your efforts goes in vain!

Every time I get up with the same charm just to fell down again!

Every time I hate myself just to pour love on each piece of your soul

Every time I break my heart just to let your heart win

Every damn time! I don't know why! I have do it!!

Is it just my fault or every damn lover have to feel shit about his/her feelings!

Still remember the days when you were darkening my world just to keep others shining theirs!

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Poetry- HAUNTING PAIN😢

I just don't know

How these feelings are so much haunting!

The love of my life

Who left me in the darkness once,

Is the only trying to let me get out of this again,

Its haunting me

What if he leaves me again in that darkness

What if i can't do it all over again for myself

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This pain made me such a moron

Left me in that darkness and sorrow

It cursed me like every inch of me is becoming an ash of the love I gave you just to look at the sparkle and delight in your joyful eyes.