WHAT IS THE WORST PHASE?
As we all are locked up inside our own home sweet home which we all are not finding sweet anymore because it has been more than a year inside the same walls in the same kind of atmosphere gaining a lot weight, stress and pressure on ourselves. We as a generation gets easily bored of anything we do for a long time and tend to try new things even the things which we have not done before or tried before. The main reason that I have started writing is to keep myself busy and to stay away from all types of criticism, tensions, arguments or disheartening, disappointing someone for a short time frame but still I am being a victim of all these above stated things.
WHAT ADDS ON TO MAKE PANDEMIC WORST PHASE?!
In all this mental pressure and everything first of all we are not able to communicate with people easily and we all getting anxious. But after all this when you are misunderstood, misjudged and not trusted on anything you tend to do and that too from someone who is close to you, it frustrates you even more leading to a rude behaviour, rough attitude and you tend to lose your temper. This also takes you to nowhere but another plate full of taunts with a big hot cup of scolding.
INCIDENT THAT TOOK ME HERE!
There are many incidents that took place in this pandemic period but would share the most recent of them all. So when I posted the last blog THE BONDS OF TRUTH!!!(go read in case you missed it) some of my close people started questioning me whether I am writing my blogs on my own or taking help from some of my very intelligent friends or someone with extraordinary writing skills. Whether I am just writing some else's views in partnership with some or due to their family restrictions ( not being allowed to keep his/her views). The main reason for the question was “I was never seen reading any books or thinking about the next blog or the topic” and “How do you have this good drafting skills without any of the things mentioned above" “When and how do you know any specific word which we didn't hear once from you” or “ Are you copying all that you write from any search engine or what”.
MY REPLY!
Things like these coming from somebody who is really close just disheartens me and now when I am writing this blog I have called those people and doing everything in front of them just to prove that “YES THIS IS ME AND MY THOUGHTS PLAYING OUT THERE IN THE MIDDLE”. And secondly how can somebody find his own thoughts on any social media platforms or any search engines?….Well this doesn't make any sense right? because it didn't made sense to me. So what that I don't read books, I read blogs instead. To all those people questioning me about my drafting skills the answer in within the question itself “SKILLS” and dictionary is still not extinct.
MY APOLOGIES…
I am sorry for being disrespectful at times, sorry for troubling you, sorry for troubling you, sorry for creating a mess always, sorry to disappoint you, sorry to dishearten you where I needed to keep my calm and control my words in these times, I needed to understand that the time isn't bad exclusively for me. Sorry to those who needed my support but I failed. I didn't had any intensions to hurt you. But sometimes I think that I am the real life Jethalal with a messed up fortune who never wants to mess up but eventually ends up messing up everything. SORRY!!!!
WHAT I LEARNT FROM THIS INCIDENT, THIS BAD TIME?
In all this times I have learnt that “Happiness comes in bits, it comes as one or the other, as a trickle, as a drip. But sadness, sadness comes in whole big blocks of tetris, barely giving you a moment to make sense of how to make it all fit in you heart”… So just stay as calm as possible and stay united to people you are with and face every moment with a smile blocking all the barriers of happiness.
I HOPE THAT I HAVE CLEARED ALL YOUR DOUBTS!
I HOPE YOU FORGAVE ME.
If you have read till here please answer the following question in the comments section
Q) HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A SITUATION LIKE THIS?
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THANK YOU….CHEERS!!!!!
