There is always something that will leave impact on you maybe for forever, for years or for a single day. But it sure do. When you meet someone new, you're always like, "do I look cute? Do I look hot for him? Should I keep it lowkey or go all in?" There are so many questions in your mind and the answers never comes. So you go like, I like this guy. First let's meet him without any filter then we'll see. And then the guy was all in. Whatever he says on text, he does that. He hugs you. Kisses you all of a sudden. You weren't prepared but you don't want to look even stupid in front of him. You just go on with it. But when you think about it later, you feel like you might like him. Maybe this thiing can go on for little more time.

Now let's get on with my story, my first date. There is the guy that I met on Instagram. My best friend set him up with me. So, when he dm'ed me I had to reply because how can you say no to your best friend who is insistent on so many high levels.

So, when he dm'ed me, I replied. At first, I was not at all interested in him. He was so like, "oh, I've seen you so many times when you hang out with your friend. I wanted to dm you so many times. I like you and all that..." It was all cliché and I'm so not into these things.

I was like, okay. Let's get him and my best friend off my back. I replied him in a veru basic way. But after months of playing hard to get, I said him yes for the first date. I said it only because I started to like him (a little).  We decided the place and started to get ready.

Thought before my first date was "what should I wear?" I wanted to look cute but hot too. And I didn't know what to choose. It was winters back then so I was only staring at myself in the mirror. A cute dress says RELATIONSHIP and a hot dress says EASY. Well, I wanted neither that time. But hypocrite me, I went with a cute sweater and tight blue jeans. You want to know? Well, I looked hot!

I'll let you on with the afterward story in my next blog. Check it out. xo