Every time my nani visited us she wanted to go back home after ten days . We ofcourse wanted her to stay a little longer ,but she constantly nagging of “mujhekoi bus mai baitha do”…….

Now tho she just does not leave her house at allbut i get now i have left my house more than one month and now i know the felling how it feels to leave everything behind .

I wonder how can you have so much affection towards the intangible things,its so materialistic but the felling of calling it home is so special . Never thought plants will be my favourite thing among all the things at my place. As mentioned and i quote “that jobs and adventure and boyfriends and travel are fine ,you must have a personal project ”. Something that is yours to chip away at over the years . “What is that you want to do”.

I have asked this question to myself at many moments in my life.                                                                                    WHAT IS THAT MINE.

There is no adventure that lasts for a lifetime.its till the time you reach the pinnacle of adrenaline.

Relationship goes through their own wear and tear. There is nothing that does not bring a semblance of routine .No matter how hard you try,it becomes a nagging habit.

Travelling is never an end how far ,how wide,how much behind and beyond there is always a pause even to a well written story. 

Jobs never own you you are replaceable ,if you do not reinvent ,you loose focus, redundancy set in.It is difficult to keep pace.

WHAT IS MY PERSONAL PROJECT?

I am working on myself and looking back i can see all the projects of all the life i have led this has led me topsy turvy.  When you do not feel you are being productive ,list down everything that you never did and you are on your way  to do it better that could even mean making a plan or sitting alone in a restaurant to introspect.

YOU ARE WORKING AND GROWING ALWAYS!

Take help always! working all by yourself could be like the sprint, you need training!Marathon requires tenacity, not sudden burst of energy . Sometimes brewing tea leaves at home and sipping them in a lonely corner is not bad.It is shimmering, it is coming to a rolling boil and it will rise up! just like kiswar managed to push her……