Hi everyone
Please Eshan, I am not in a mood to listen any lecture. I have been in same mood from many days. Now I don't want any sympathy..or lecture! And oh ya..I will assume, I am not lonely... It can be only the assumption. But that will not change the fact that I am a lonely person.. Btw,you don't know anything... Many things changed my life.. it changed my way of thinking... I told you, when I had problems, I tried contacting you many times but couldn't get in touch with you... and our other friends were too busy in their lives.. Nobody bothered to respond me...It's not I never tried anything from my side.. but the life turned upside down and right now, I am lonely..Now I have accepted that.'
Eshan was watching Anika... Eshan couldn't believe what he was hearing... What Anika told was unbelievable. He couldn't trust it. But at the same time, he felt so bad for not contacting Anika before..and he started blaming himself.
'It's all my fault,Anika... when you needed me, I was busy in my work...Even I didn't respond you. I am very sorry Anika for not being around in your hard times...' Eshan was talking but Anika stopped him..
'Arre Eshan...don't think so much...And don't blame yourself. I told u, it's ok and I also have accepted my life... no regrets at all... Life is not the same all the time. I had wonderful time in the past..now the things have changed.. and life changed so much! Sometimes it's good to accept and move on..Actually, there is no where to go...but atleast I am happy, I have accepted the facts..'
'Shut up Anika... Will you please stop your so called 'bakwas'?" Eshan became angry and he shouted on Anika, ‘I am seriously not interested in hearing all this rubbish. So now stop your philosophical talks and tell me, what exactly happened in your life so your life has changed so much? Stick to the point please..I don;t wish to hear anything else.’
'Ah.. Eshan is angry huh? oke oke... I will tell you everything... but it's a big story.. Will tell you sometimes later...We are meeting after a long time and don't want to keep crying in front of you. I mean,let's talk about good things..That will turn my mood good too.. I don;t have any good thing to share so you tell.. btw, I didn't even ask you anything.. wait...I will get you something'
'No no Anika...I don't want anything.. just water in sufficient...And who said, you are crying..please Anika stop your nonsense..'
Thank you