Often do I wonder
About my past and few blunders!
Either I laugh so loud
That people ask what it's about..
Or I cry too silently
Wishing it to be the last time finally..
But then I look at the person, I am now
Thinking of the journey I have travelled somehow.

This wander starts whenever I am messed
Fears overpowering and making me stressed
Entangled into the cloud of my thoughts
I let me focus on my hunch and hopes
Strangely, my thoughts begin to form a path
Describing my drive to this moment so far,
While at this place, I took a deep breath
A flow of verve ran through my blood
Started to walk following my own footprints 
I crossed across several years of flood.

Some things felt like centuries old 
And some just as new and bold
Some were intense and others too glint
Once there I stopped to celebrate the last award I win.
I felt all the emotions
Beautiful and Sad 
Been proud of myself
Still unsatisfied and a little bit mad.
Mixed feelings I get 
Full of pleasures and regrets
Then I took a decision 
Let's just go ahead

With my award in the hand held tight 
I continued the journey to the past again
Remembering all the days and nights
I halted at the end of a wide lane.

Probably after a decade walk, 
I met a person that I wish to talk
Sitting under a dark wide cloud
Easily spotted in a corner of the crowd
Eyes were filled with tears 
And hopes shredded with fears.
I lend my hand for the comfort
But failed to reach near to her
I uttered some soothing facts,
I know you are upset and dealing with your sadness
But just take a look here , I am your achievement !
All in vain, My words couldn't flow to her ears
As they get absorbed by this imaginary universe
But for once I wanted her to listen
Get up girl ! 
Win the world! 
Turn on your ignition!

A typhoon of thoughts came around me
And I was taken back to this reality I live.
Failures and Misery will come and go
Fight like a warrior and be a Pro
Life will go forward 
No matter how we address it
To this I realise how strong all that have made me
And I rise up to work so I can reach my Motive.
 

-Nilisha Aggarwal 
 

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