Hey guys this is my first blog which I am posting. Today's topic is about my Nanaji who is no more in my life. He left us on 24th April 2021 a he was suffering from severe covid. It's been 2 months still I am in denial as if he's here only within us. He was very kind, gentle, vibrant, selfless and the most amazing person ever. Since I don't like my paternal family at all he was my everything. Whenever he comes to meet me, he never forgets to bring my favourite sweet. 

Now whenever I visit my Nanaji's house there's emptiness and silent everywhere. I only visit his house because of my Naniji, I feel bad for her as they have even celebrated their 50th anniversary on 10th May 2014. I just don't like my Mamaji and Mamiji, they are the worst human beings ever. They don't even bother to ask my Naniji as how she is. And my Mamiji is continously abusing my Naniji. Sometimes I feel like to answer her back but then I realize what would be the difference among us then?. 

I have two aunts, both of them are living far away. One of them lives in USA and the other one is in New Delhi. And due to covid they both were unable to come to visit my Nanaji for the past 2-3 years.My Mamiji always used to treat my aunts in the worst possible way. Whenever my aunts used to call my Naniji then Mami used to blabber around the house as if it's bothering her a lot. She even abuses my aunts too . I just feel bad for my Naniji as because of her I am coming to visit this house. I always thought that one day my Mamaji and Mamiji will change but now my hope us fading day by day. My mother's health is also not good enough and my father too had gone through severe heart disease few years back, so I can't express my feelings well enough. 

I don't know how will I even manage things now but I'll try to sort things our preety soon

I hope as this year passes by things would turn out to be fine. Rest in peace Dadu . I know you are in good place now. 

I just need all your support guys, please show some love around and keep supporting. 

Thank you

Yours truly

Niharika