Writing dates: December 10, 2021; December 11, 2021;

Oh man!!!

I....I......oh..!!!!

I was loosing somethin....some..som... something from myself.

It hurted alot.

I was continuously rubbing my legs, my hands, palms...!

But....but nothing helped me in getting out from it.

It made me feel sick.

That feeling was terrible.

That situation was horrible.

It made me feel like I was covered with cool air , jammed in a dark room, ..... melting!

Loosing myself bit by bit.

Tried so hard to open my eyes in a dark room but got failed many times.

Science says, in dim light or in a dark room , pupils of eyes expand to let more light enter into it but that time, the things happened with me were contradicting this phenomenon.

I was lying over my bed in my room , hugging my legs tightly through my hands towards my chest, head resting on my knees, wishing for my cure!

I WAS MELTING!

I was getting gooseb-umps due to the cold breeze entering into my body through the opening of my ears , though I was fully covered but still I was able to feel my frozen feet; impact of the surrounding.

There was a window in my room. SHUT!

One could see the mist in my room.

I was…

Waiting for my cure.

Searching for my cure.

*Dh…dhd....!!*

*A sound from the direction of the window*

Now whatt??

I made myself free from the weight of the blanket and pushed my legs to go down slowly. They went numb on touching the cool floor.

I tried hard to stand in a balanced position, moved several steps ahead towards the window frame. Though ,while this small walk, I almost fell several times but still managed to move forward.

Slowly my hands went near the door of the window.

My rough appearing hands while shivering so hard pulled the door of the window and then....

The pupils of my eyes expanded , made the coming light to enter in them as much as it could. Again, a contradiction.

My dull looking face with the patches of dryness and roughness got a glow due to the falling of the Sunlight all over it.

My hands stopped shivering.

My body got balanced perfectly. 

My legs got their power back.

I got myself back.

My cure was the light. I was longing for the warmth of the Sun.

I just needed to open the door for it.

I did and everything got well by its own.

It was just a motivational kind of paragraph.

Thank you for reading.

~ Newly Risen Sun

Note: The image of the blog is taken from an Instagram account name: @stardust.thoughts .