We often share our experiences and knowledge with our near ones but we don't wanna get judged. Some alike happened with me.

I shared my feelings and some details about my past and ended up getting all the blames over my head. I disclosed everything step by step as if I was removing my clothes one by one and in the end I found myself naked and messed up as I didn't shared stuff so that I might be judged, I just expressed what I was carrying in my heart for a long time.

It was not a good decision taken by me. I messed everything up and now it had become worst. I lose my hope earlier but now I am finding myself in a place where no one could hear my screams neither my tears nor my broken heart. I wish there would have a person to whom I would share my secrets without getting judged. They said that I have been wasting everything but my conscience know the fact that it wasn't my fault or if in case I consider it as my fault than too I am not guilty I am also a human being doing mistakes are a part of human nature no one can be perfect and I myself don't consider it. I am not perfect but I am imperfectly perfect. I know this is quite superfluous but this is the fact. 

Carrying your emotions, your breakups , your family issues for a long time inside yourself might end up with ending up you. This is what the truth is. The harsh truth of life. No one was perfect but everyone wants that perfect tag on the other but they themselves don't wanna imply this on themselves. Such a hypocritical approach this is.

I was said that due to my words I broke up many hearts. It isn't true as expectations were on a that rate which made my life worst. I didn't knew that living a happy life would be such a difficult task. I found a person who understood me who was there for me for every single second and now too I am having that person in my life but you know everytime when you just cry and cry and he would always say that things will be better although this statement gives hope but it often raise a question when?? This when is unanswered till now. I am not able to find the answer of this single question. I don't know this would end up or not. I know we all have to go towards our final destination but I don't like the way my life is leading. I believe and pray and yeah will say his words again, “Everything would get better soon”