Hey this is Nandini Gupta so I'm writing this from my personal experience ,have you got a friend who you think is your best friend but he /she didn't do things like best friends ,let me tell you I too had one best friend ,I  think he also think I'm his best friend but the reality is different he just use me whenever he need me don't think using means only physical relation ,we are best friends it's not possible that he can use me like this so he uses me like completing copy ,make him teach and make his projects but I thought he is my best friend 

but when my school finished I was wrong he never think I'm his best friend he do bitching of me behind my back and always pretend he loves me but why he done this with me I never know and not want to know I just want to say I genuinely say him my best friend he cheated is his way of breaking trust ,we never disclosed we are no longer best friend but i think it's important to have a disclosure because in relationships also their is a disclosure that it's not anymore but why not in friendship ,if someone cheated on friendship ,why not we can say you broke my trust and we are not best friend anymore you have to go to from my life 

Whenever I remember my memories with my best friend I feel blessed but suddenly reality hits that I'm may be no longer his friend 💔

I just want can this can be sorted ,can I have my best friend again ,why can't I just forget all the rubbish things he done with me ,but I can't this hurts too much ,I'm seriously sometimes emotionless and feels blank because this is not what I want but it is happening don't know why,why he bitched about me ,why he just say I'm his family but never showed me like I'm his family ,why people misuse words ,why they don't think I can destroy someone's trust , someone's feeling ,I just want back what I'm before him,I want to trust people but  this pain of trust broken is not allowing me may be someday I'll be again happy , thankyou