Read somewhere “It would be too easy to say that I feel invisible, Instead I feel painfully visible, and entirely ignored.”
I don't know how people put up a face of being fine when they are breaking into pieces, I don't understand how can one mask their own damn feelings when all you want to do is scream them out. How can you let someone hurt you to that extent that you just sometimes feel to end your life! Giving someone the power to control your mind and moods will make you vulnerable and let the other break you, We need, we will always need someone to rely on no matter how strong, independent we are, we will always like always need someone but the point is how can you be sure the person you rely on is someone genuinely with you? the uncertainty, the insecurity of losing them or them realizing you ain't worth their time will always lurk on you no matter how many times they assure us, no matter how many times they prove us wrong cause even they cannot be sure about something this way. Tell me something how can you be sure you are going to be in someone's life for a certain period of time, you can never guess what circumstances may occur which can make either of you leave.
Am loss at words now not cause I am dumbstruck by this reality but at how life works how constructed things are how things never goes the way we want the way we wont get what our heart desires, I never understand how our heart desire the things we can never get as if it is in us just to make us feel those horrid feelings, how can the most vulnerable part of us can break us whole “WHAT IS STRONGER THAN A HUMAN HEART WHICH SHATTERS OVER AND OVER AND STILL LIVES” this is beautiful written by Rupi Kaur.
Guess I got sidetracked again am trying my best to stay on line but the below picture shows exactly how I am
Average human have 48.6 thoughts in a minute, so I was bound to get distracted and being of those laziest person I tend to develop a habit of overthinking so guess you know the rest deal a overthinker tends to get sidetracked guess I explained too much myself here.
